We do not receive from God based on what we deserve, but on what we believe----
When God is not part of the picture our work has nor value or meaning------
those that fall and fail are mere examples of how great God is-----
problems are the sum total of fiath + grace - worry(-anxiety x -depression) = Gods peace

"control"

at full stretch i let go
love as i know it exists no more
the faint silent droplets of hope destroyed
for a lack of faith and truth i obeyed
tell love to swindle me into holistic views of religion
and let’s ask God while we at it, if i can be forgiven
i dial up courage to write for i am not in control

faith a shadow at dusk drowning in sorrow and love a lustful bondage all too clear under darkness
integrity and a smile the amour for my sadness
money i have not but a few words i do
i dial up no courage but He is in control over all.